Category Archives: Musings

A poem

Mother I put my coininto the machineagain and again near missalmostnot quite then it all lines up:777and your love comes pouring outwarm and safeplentifulsoft I can’t help myselfI play again and againchasing that feeling ☠️☠️☠️ the machine pierces my heartsending … Continue reading

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Open Letter on the Eve of my Wedding

Dear Mother, I wish you understood what was going on in my life. I wish you felt that sense of peace and happiness that I feel when I’m with my partners as myself. I wish you understood how holy and … Continue reading

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Animal Crossing Proves Marxism

…and other clickbait headlines. In order to understand this post, you’ll need to know a little about the meta of Animal Crossing. I’ve been playing a lot of it lately, as I mentioned in my previous blog post, but I … Continue reading

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2020: The Year I Finish My Projects

2020 is going to be the year I finish my projects. I’m off to a good start. So far I finished putting up my best (co-)written story of all time: New Rules, a Dragon Age fanfiction. It’s got a lot … Continue reading

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Happy holidays (2019 recap)

If I wrote anything here, would anyone be listening? Would anyone still read this? 2019 has been a long year for me. Lots of changes. Lots of stress and pain. I’ve got secrets out the ass and I feel constipated … Continue reading

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Unconditional Love?

It’s Mother’s day. (If you’re new here, that’s a content note. This story doesn’t end well. My mother’s day stories never do.) Here’s what a mother’s love looks like to me.  

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On Vision

Content note: This shit is aaalllll about anorexia.

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Angry ramblings

This is probably going to get whiny. I don’t like to complain much; that’s one of the reasons I took a hiatus from blogging for a while. I always feel like there’s so much wrong with me that I can … Continue reading

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The alarm goes off at 5:30 and I already know it’s going to be a rough day. I can feel my body’s warnings in the stiff resistance as I flex my fingers, in the subtle almost-ache in my knees, in … Continue reading

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On the classification of citrus

Because this is apparently super important! I’d been having difficulty in the produce aisle finding what I want, so I put together this handy dandy guide. There are only a few kinds of citrus fruit: Mandarins are a small, sweet, … Continue reading

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